I am a drug addict because the drug controls me, I cannot control the drug. I am a drug addict because the drug means more to me than the people I love. I didn’t intend on becoming a drug addict, but it did happen and now I need to do something about it. I’m scared and I don’t want to admit that I have a problem, even though I do. I need help because breaking free of this drug is going to take more than just me wanting to be better.
I am a drug addict because my drug of choice is the first thing I think about when I wake up and the last thing I think about before I go to sleep. I need help because I cannot stop myself from wanting the drug or thinking about it. I am a drug addict because sometimes I do things that are against my true nature. I may steal or argue or even become violent. I need help because the drug controls my mind, body and spirit.
I am a drug addict because I made a choice to try this drug and very soon, it got the best of me and I couldn’t stop. I need help because I keep needing more and more of the drug to feel satisfied. I am a drug addict because my entire world revolves around my drugs. There is nothing or no one that comes before my addiction. I need help because I am pushing away the very people who care about me.
I am a drug addict because the drugs are now affecting my health. I need help because eventually, the drugs will kill me. I am a drug addict because I cannot be trusted with money. To me, money is for buying drugs. I am a drug addict because everyone keeps telling me I am. I need help because I don’t or don’t want to see it myself. I am a drug addict because I am not the same person I was before I started using and I need help because I miss the old me, and so does my family. I am a drug addict because the only time I feel alive is when I am high. I need help because I want to know real happiness again and not one that comes from a bottle or a pipe.
Terry Rustemeyer says
I am an addict who has found a way out and so can you.Call info. and get the phone number for narcoticsannonymous in your area.Go to a meeting in your area,the rooms are filled with people just like us,who want to help.
There is help and hope for you,and you are worth it.Good luck,sending you hugs.
Fuji Kanamura says
Hello boy and girl..!
Ya… I had been a Meth addict…
I started doing Meth at the age of 16 and I has been addicted to meth for 2 years. Before that I had heard about Meth from my Fr, my guy..But I never thought that I would ever put it up in my mouth, felt it and addicted…
The first time I ever tried Meth was one day I had some problems with my teacher, my mother and my health…Every thing was wrong and I felt my life had been collapsed…I felt so sad ..Then I use it everytime I had fallen down, day by day… Next, it became my choice when I wake up and the lastting I think before I go to sleep..Meth had been affected my health strongly and I can’t control it….I used…go on used ..All my money had “burn” for Meth….Sometime I used Heroin to change my felling and to cool off my drug hunger..
Once time, When I tried to do Meth, my vein ruptured, I fallen, fainted..Might I see the death…Then I wake up in the hospital, some thing was wrong with my health, the doctor said that I might be died. I was so scaried, very scaried, but I continued to use it. Because It give me a few peaceful minutes, some thing happiness and warm felling. And…Some where in me thought “I hope you die”..Nothing is valuable to me..Fr, Fam, School…So wanna die, so want….
But I did’t want to die easily like that, so I tried to get over it and come back with real life. I thought I will die in a “Life Battle” but not die by Meth..I got involved between my acting and my thinking. Then My lungs was being worse, I got pneumonia..So hurt and I was so worry…The doctor said me to chose DIE by Meth or LIVE with a really life, and I decided to stop it, I thought “I can kick it” and tried to kick Meth out my brain..
However, It was so difficuty because I had slaved Meth. It control my soul, my spirit and my body…I must spend many times, many determinations on giving up Meth…
And now I am a normal girl, no Meth, no cigaretter, no addict..Sometimes I smoke cigar but NO meth or Heroin…It is no worth using meth and paying your future for anonymous felling. It may be give you something fly, something crazy. Give you every thing you want..But it doesn’t give you happiness, good heath, and really laughs..GIVE UP it like me and come back with our lìfe..Plz….!
I hope really you ate still around…. um, sitting here at burger King read your story.. made me cry so hard.. the addiction is killing me.. I’ve already lost every friend. . I stay with the most super controlling older lady. . Been addicted for about a year 🙁 and now… when I felt this way before I used… I would go see a friend. . Now, I find myself thinking of the quickest way to end it.. the only reason. .. I have a sister.. she just barely knows.. I haven’t seen in 13 years.. lives across the country from me.. I miss her. I told myself, get a hug from her.. I wish. I really hope whoever wrote the letter I read is ..I just need someone to talk to I guess idk. I’m 32..male. thank u from the bottom of what’s left in my heart. .
Yes,that’s my email
Suguna Shridhar says
I am addicted to cocaine Facebook and trolling people I know because of low self esteem. I need your help.
My son is addicted to cocaine he has lost his partner his daughter he is pushing us all away when his initial when his not his ok he knows he is addicted and when his on it it’s everyones else fault he says he needs to get away. I’m his mum and I feel helpless his treated us all awful but iv got unconditional love for him and so has his dad grandad and. Sister he has stole from us also he works full time when his on form his always been a hard worker but now when his on a bender he just dose not turn up for work … he works for his dads company …. that’s the only reason he still has a job. He owns his own house has done for many years his nearly 33, but Ii feel we are just watching him get worse and worse I desperately want to help him if I could send him somewhere we would. I just don’t know where to turn or what todo or what to say I feel desperate for my son. Please someone help and point us in the right direction. Before it’s to late. I’m so scared I love my son I don’t want to loss him to drugs.